for my homeland!!

i just had my breakfast with my parents....there were some hot topics to be discussed today..23rd march, zardari. gillani, gordon brown etc....but at last 23rd march prevailed...

a private channel was playing national songs sung on the occasion of 1965 war...i jumped onto the chance and asked my parents about those heart rending stories....and they then carried on..!!

a furious wave of emotions and feelings came out from them..it seemed as if i had again given them a chance to live in a patriotic mood after a long time...they narrated the stories of valour, enthusiasm, courage that this nation showed when it came to saving their country...they almost wept and i was also conquered by those great thoughts...

they told me how people despite of the curfew went to help their soldiers...ready to die for their nation, how our soldiers used to guard us with transistors in their hands and listening to the national anthems of noor jahan..listening to the speech of ayub khan...men women children all felt a pleasure in becoming a part of all this...... their was one way ahead of them...they wanted to do it for their country...it was by this sheer enthusiasm that we were able to defeat the batils....hindustan really didnt know..k "us ne kis kom ko lalkara hai..." GOD bless pakistan..!!!

the worst feeling!!

electrical conquered us again this time..how good football players they are..it has always been tough playing against them...people had been waiting for this moment for the last four years...every year they watched mechanical thrashed by electrical in the semis...for the last three years we watched these scenes sitting outside...we had a lot of ambitions...a lot of DREAMS..every year we waited for a chance to prove ourselves....in front of ourselves and i dont know in front of how many other people...

this year when we were given a chance we almost proved it...this meant to us a lot..and we all knew this....we managed to guide our team to the final after a long wait ...and most importantly with a team that majorly comprised of pakistanis...as they were never given a chance to prove themselves before ...but unfortunately we lost on penalties....

we were almost in tears...it is really hard to bear a defeat when one deserves to win....but this is how it goes sometimes and you have to bear with it because this teaches you to seek for an ever higher ambition, an even higher spot...i had the worst feeling and em still having it...but i know this should be helping me in one way or the other..!!!

inter faculty

ahhhhhhhhhhh..its is one great feeling...we will be playing inter faculty's final tomorrow..it is against  electrical..the feelings are a mixture of everything..tension, excitement etc etc etc....what a good time to have this achievement....and just when my love for football was dying away..this day came to my rescue..:P that scale of enthusiasm is slowly rising and this is what matters to me in the end...above all it is one great honour..!!!

my love for football!!!

there are not many things around me which i love more than football..but it seems as if that love is losing its strength...from the past few days i have found that my love for football has somewhat withered away....i dont know why....but certainly that passion is decreasing...these days i have to force myself to play football which is not usual with me.....i m certainly not aware of the reasons but this is indeed happening...but above all i guess this will not last long...because i still say.."there are not so many things that i love more than football"!!!!